I’ve stopped thinking that’s the right question. The better one: do the cash flows arrive before the financing patience runs out?
Clock 1: can costs fall fast enough, soon enough?
Clock 2: will the money last long enough?
Clock 3: does real demand arrive fast enough to replace the circular kind?
Bull and bear mostly agree the technology is real. They disagree on the clocks.
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A relatively balanced discussion on the economic prospects of GenAI. Of course, the author attracts responses on… 😬 Twitter… so I’m not replying there. But I enjoyed the relative
neutrality of Emile’s piece.
I’m not sure, of course, whether asking about the economic stability of GenAI is the right question in the first place. It sort of presupposes that it’s a net good (note that I
didn’t say “has value”: there are definitely things it’s useful for), right, to ask whether it’s something that we can afford to pay to keep around?
The “Chicory House” we’re currently living in has terrible thermal characteristics, so we took the advice of wiser folks about staying cool. We created a “cold zone” in the living room with a portable
air conditioner and for a few days I lived, worked, ate and slept mostly out of that one room (along with the children when they were trapped home because their schools had been shut
down).
Among the reasons described for Europe’s faster warming than other parts of the world is that we’ve improved our air quality so much. Maybe we should’ve kept the smog?1
I thought our precautions would be sufficient, but I was wrong.
Heat exhaustion
After coming home from a shady morning dog walk on Friday2,
I felt hot and grumpy, tired, and incredibly thirsty. I pushed on through my workday’s Friday hotfix, then retreated to my
bedroom for a nap.
This was a mistake: my bedroom is somehow the hottest room in the Chicory House.
On Saturday I felt dreadful. It was as if some tiny monster had discovered a switch: one that they could use, randomly and without warning, to toggle me from being a warm blooded animal
to a cold blooded one and back again, intermittently wrecking my capacity to regulate my temperature.
The Dan Thermoregulation Switch™️. Go on, you can flip it if you want. (Unless you’re in a feed reader or have JS disabled.)
I’d feel overwhelmingly hot but barely sweat, or I’d suddenly switch to feeling cold and shivering. A cool bath helped, but only for a little while: between going to bed on Saturday
night and getting up on Sunday morning there were more hours during which I took a shower4
than hours during which I slept.
Water that I drank seemed to just fall straight through without touching either sweat glands or my bladder. Or else it’d come right back out the way it went in. Attempting to eat solid
foods would result in hours of horrible abdominal cramps.
Clearly, I was quite unwell.
Opportunistic infection
If you’re looking at all of those symptoms and you’re thinking “wait, could this be heatstroke-related organ damage?”… then yeah, that was one of my concerns. I mean: I’ve only
once felt more-ill than I did on Sunday… and that was over a decade ago when I was hospitalised with an antibiotic-resistant kidney
infection.
By Monday afternoon I’d graduated out of a fluids-only diet to one that allowed mostly-water food. Like oranges, served here with an oral rehydration therapy drink (blech).
But also: on the balance of probability, I figured I knew what had happened. I’d suffered a moderately severe heat exhaustion that’d weakened my immune response to some kind of
opportunistic bacterial gastroenteritis5.
When it reached Monday, the monster had stopped flicking the thermoregulation switch (did you set it the way you think it belongs, by the way?),
but my digestive system still just seemed to be in its degraded state. That is: just an inflamed and painful tube through which I could pour fluids.
I’ve produced what I feel is a more-accurate illustration of the operation of my digestive system right now.
With thanks to weareheroes for the icons, used under a Creative Commons license.
So I finally caved and saw a doctor, who prodded and poked me and said… yup, my hunch was right and I should go back to lying in the cool and living on fluids and come bother him again
only if it doesn’t get any better (or gets worse).
If you’d noticed that I’d been unusually “offline” for the last few days6…
well, it’s because mostly I’ve been lying in bed and/or groaning in discomfort.
But I feel like I’m moving in the right direction again now, and I’m optimistic that when I try solid food again today that maybe I’ll be able to digest it. Fingers
crossed!
Lessons learned
So what have we learned from all of this:
Heat exhaustion is real, and it’s nasty, and it can leave you vulnerable to all kinds of other problems.
You can probably be trusted with access the the Dan Thermoregulation Switch. You didn’t play with it at all!
Let me know below whether I was right to let you play with the switch. And look forward to hearing more from me now that I’m working towards feeling better again.
Footnotes
1 Obviously this is a joke, but the world we live in nowadays means that I feel that I
have to say so.
2 It’s possible my heat exhaustion had begun to build up before Friday: Ruth observes that I reported feeling dizzy or lightheaded a couple of times during the week prior. But for the sake of the story, let’s call Friday
the start of the problem.
3 If you can’t see the results of toggling the switch, it’s because I’m too far away from
you to hear me groaning. Or maybe because it’s not that accurate a simulation. One of those.
4 Several times, literally lying foetal, exhausted, on the floor of the shower, only
moving to tweak the dial to keep my body at the temperature I felt it “should” be at.
5 I’ve no idea how my relatively-isolated lifestyle exposed me to such an
infection, but it’s quite possible that it was brought home by somebody, even me, whose immune system was working better and had it suppressed to the point of being asymptomatic… but
with me exhausted and dehydrated it was able to gain a foothold. Or maybe it came from somewhere else. Perhaps I just need to stop French kissing the dog?
6I was running a daily streak of 177 days of consecutive blogging –
every day so far this year! – up until I got ill, so posting nothing to DanQ.me for four days… probably sounded like I was dead!
7 Sometimes it’s just bad sun tag-teaming with a bad stomach bug!